Thursday, October 29, 2015

Better

I've been dealing with some mood swings and depression for the last week or so. I think it has to do with not being able to stay on the job, and not knowing what to do about my present and future. Today's been a bit better. I'm trying to stay strong.

Monday, October 26, 2015

Down

The depression is more prevalent today. I keep debating about whether or not to go to the DEC. It also doesn't help that my roommate is playing very beautiful, but depressing, classical music to help him paint.

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Melancholy

I can't deal with these mood swings. The depression is crushing me.

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Exhausted

In the last few days I resigned from my job, ended up at the DEC only to be told I would only be admitted to the Geriatric Unit, and found out my best friend's brain tumor returned. I am physically and emotionally exhausted.

Friday, October 16, 2015

Perseverance

I survived the first three days of my new job. I'm at that point where part of me wants to quit because I'm getting bored, but the more logical side of my brain is telling me to stick it out. We'll see which side wins...

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Start

I'm starting a new job tomorrow. I'm nervous and excited. I really want to be successful. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Friday, October 9, 2015

Freakout

I'm having really major anxiety and mood swings right now. I feel like my brain is in hyper-speed. My body keeps tensing up and jerking for no reason. Help.

Tuesday, October 6, 2015

Interview

I had a job interview today for a customer service representative at a law firm. Part of me wants the job and part of me dreads having a traditional work schedule. But I may have to fight through the insecurity since I'm in dire need of additional income.

Saturday, October 3, 2015

Ewwwwww

I just heard my roommate and his girlfriend having sex. I almost threw up a little in my mouth. I really need to find my own place to live.

Friday, October 2, 2015

Sports

I knocked out a written preview of four teams in the NHL's Metropolitan Division. It was a lot easier than I thought it would be. It felt good to write about sports and use my creativity for something productive.